Last night was kinda bad.
Mum n Dad called me,
while talking with my daddy,
I told him the problems that I'm going to handle and something that kinda hard for me to face it
Suddenly, my precious tears suddenly keep on falling...
Feeling down :(
I couldn't control it and hate this feeling
I hope my dad won't notice that my voice had changed.
I guess when I was stressful while handling those things,
I tend to keep it in my heart and lazy to tell anybody.
Is like a tick-tok bomb exploded
Impact!
The feeling was complicated..
When I come to U.S, I hardly hardly cry.
Plus, I don't wish to.
When my tears keep on falling,
I took a deep breath and reminded myself have to be strong and tough and face the obstacles.
I told my parents don't worry me and hate it when they asked something that I think I'm weak.
I told my mum try not to call me that often.
Maybe I don't like it, it makes me think that I'm weak.
I'm so bad right? ......
My mum was a bit shocked when I said like that because they think I've changed a lot and is really good now.
Somehow, I don't think so while comparing with those better people.
I'm really put in effort to my goal.
Gosh....maybe I pushed myself too hard?
Seriously,
there's really a lot of things have to handle by myself, especially come to L.A which is a big city.
No more tears anymore! Dang!
Be strong Crystal
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Ritz's Birthday
Saturday, June 25, 2011
stay tune
Limo
EDC
Las Vegas
Pool chilling in MGM hotel
Stay tune with my crazy and fun pics!
Coming back on Sunday!
Gonna update!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Early Bird
Hi, I'm early bird for freaking Geography revision.
Seriously, is a tough and a bored subject for me.
I have to take it, dang!
By the way, I'm gonna suffer for my summer class!
Been busy lately,
gonna update my blog with fantastic photos!
Stay tune!
Seriously, is a tough and a bored subject for me.
I have to take it, dang!
By the way, I'm gonna suffer for my summer class!
Been busy lately,
gonna update my blog with fantastic photos!
Stay tune!
Monday, June 20, 2011
Surfing time
Venice Beach
First time of surfing in my life.
Super duper love it
Tonny came to LA from San Francisco.
He promised to teach me surfing, and he did it!!
Oh my god, you know what..I totally in love with surfing.
I'm not like those little girl...haha
While surfing,
you gonna try for many times and definitely struggling with the sea water for a while.
I knew how to catch a wave, balance, peddle...
But I didn't really know how to stand on the board, only for 3 seconds.
It's super hard...
Is not what you expected
Tonny was impressed that I've learned so fast in 2 hours.
I'm happy that I love this sport and keep on trying and trying.
I could feel the sense of achievement, for real!!!
The weather is still a bit cold.
Luckily I rent the wetsuit because the water was totally freezing.
And sometimes I have to thank my mum for what she had done.
She sent me to swimming lesson, forced us for training.
Build up my stamina and knew how to swim every stroke.
Because surfing is really tiring.
Had been surfing for 3 hours plus for non-stop.
Wheuu, when I get a car...
I'm gonna buy the surfing board and wetsuit.
[ expensive :( ]
Because I love it and able to go surfing by myself too.
Thanks Tonny!!!
First time of surfing in my life.
Super duper love it
Tonny came to LA from San Francisco.
He promised to teach me surfing, and he did it!!
Oh my god, you know what..I totally in love with surfing.
I'm not like those little girl...haha
While surfing,
you gonna try for many times and definitely struggling with the sea water for a while.
I knew how to catch a wave, balance, peddle...
But I didn't really know how to stand on the board, only for 3 seconds.
It's super hard...
Is not what you expected
Tonny was impressed that I've learned so fast in 2 hours.
I'm happy that I love this sport and keep on trying and trying.
I could feel the sense of achievement, for real!!!
The weather is still a bit cold.
Luckily I rent the wetsuit because the water was totally freezing.
And sometimes I have to thank my mum for what she had done.
She sent me to swimming lesson, forced us for training.
Build up my stamina and knew how to swim every stroke.
Because surfing is really tiring.
Had been surfing for 3 hours plus for non-stop.
Wheuu, when I get a car...
I'm gonna buy the surfing board and wetsuit.
[ expensive :( ]
Because I love it and able to go surfing by myself too.
Thanks Tonny!!!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
GO green!
Green School in Bali, Indonesia
Impressive right?
During the construction,
only bamboo, elephant grass and clay were used.
Cement was used just in some places in the foundation.
Largest bamboo building in the world
Nice!!
The first thing came across my mind was-- Is it hot without the air-con?
Because the weather is hot in Indonesia..
wheuu, tough!
It's pointless if they put on the A/C since it calls
''Green School''
Second thing came across my mind was-- After school, hit the beautiful beach
Awesome right! haha
Totally environment friendly!!
*****
Hello everybody, please go green and save the god damn earth.
Impressive right?
During the construction,
only bamboo, elephant grass and clay were used.
Cement was used just in some places in the foundation.
Largest bamboo building in the world
Nice!!
The first thing came across my mind was-- Is it hot without the air-con?
Because the weather is hot in Indonesia..
wheuu, tough!
It's pointless if they put on the A/C since it calls
''Green School''
Second thing came across my mind was-- After school, hit the beautiful beach
Awesome right! haha
Totally environment friendly!!
*****
Hello everybody, please go green and save the god damn earth.
Friday, June 17, 2011
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Home Entertaiment
Monday, June 13, 2011
Cherry Season!!
According to this photo,
you can tell how crazy and happy am I when I reached there!
haha
you can tell how crazy and happy am I when I reached there!
haha
Summer is coming soon!!
These Cherries cost me like $37++,
cheaper and much more better than the supermarket.
But I still think is a bit pricy for me.
Why the cherries in the market sell so expensive?
Is from California, not from other state or country.
Man, please think of the consumers,
plus, I'm the cherry lover :(
Cherry Lovin time in Leona Valley.
1 and e half hour from LA to the destination.
Jake told us : is gonna be hot, wear less!
At the end, we were a bit cold.
Underestimated the weather
Although the sun is strong, there's cold wind so the feeling was totally awesome!
-
Me and Monica were Crazy about the cherry.
Seriously, when we reached there and saw all those cherry trees,
we were like ''Ahhh...Cherry!!''
Plug and Eat, Plug and put in the pail.
These Cherries cost me like $37++,
cheaper and much more better than the supermarket.
But I still think is a bit pricy for me.
Why the cherries in the market sell so expensive?
Is from California, not from other state or country.
Man, please think of the consumers,
plus, I'm the cherry lover :(
Cherry Lovin time in Leona Valley.
1 and e half hour from LA to the destination.
Jake told us : is gonna be hot, wear less!
At the end, we were a bit cold.
Underestimated the weather
Although the sun is strong, there's cold wind so the feeling was totally awesome!
-
Me and Monica were Crazy about the cherry.
Seriously, when we reached there and saw all those cherry trees,
we were like ''Ahhh...Cherry!!''
Plug and Eat, Plug and put in the pail.
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